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creepyshitking

[fail private entry] 003

Nov 29, 2010 00:15

[ spoilers guys 5.09 ]

I've been going about this all wrong. Human connection wasn't something I was meant to flee, it was something I should have embraced.

It isn't so bad, having someone see behind the mask.

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immortal_vino November 29 2010, 18:03:16 UTC

You know, self-hatred is really destructive. Of course you should have human connections. That's the best part of life.

creepyshitking November 29 2010, 18:06:37 UTC

I don't hate myself. [ far from it ]

immortal_vino November 29 2010, 18:18:06 UTC

I'm glad! It often seems like you really don't like being what you are.

[locked] creepyshitking November 29 2010, 18:25:34 UTC

Oh.. I like what I am. But most people get to decide who they are. I'm.. just doing a bit of retroactive soul-searching.

Re: [locked] immortal_vino November 29 2010, 18:28:36 UTC

I don't think most people get to decide who they are, really. Family can make a huge difference in your choices, like forcing your social status and education, and a lot of people have to pick certain jobs because that's what their father did. And no one gets to pick their family. And everyone has different skills, different personalities. I think most people are limited at least a little.

In some ways, we're the free-est of all.

[locked] creepyshitking November 29 2010, 18:35:04 UTC

You're definitely right about that.

And I feel free-er than ever.

[locked] immortal_vino November 29 2010, 18:49:50 UTC

Of course I am!

I'm glad to hear it. Soul searching is all well and good, so long as you're still happy to be yourself.

[locked] creepyshitking November 29 2010, 19:20:46 UTC

Modest as ever.

..Is this where we burst into song?

[locked] immortal_vino November 30 2010, 01:12:01 UTC

I don't think we have to go that far.

[locked] creepyshitking November 30 2010, 01:13:00 UTC

Good, because I can't really hold a tune.

[locked] immortal_vino November 30 2010, 01:20:14 UTC

I'm not much of a singer myself.

[locked] creepyshitking November 30 2010, 01:29:17 UTC

No spontaneous song then, it's settled.

[locked] immortal_vino November 30 2010, 01:31:46 UTC

Unless we're drunk, or think of something really appropriate.

[locked] creepyshitking November 30 2010, 01:36:19 UTC

I'm not really the drinking type. ..What could possibly be appropriate?

[locked] immortal_vino November 30 2010, 01:56:51 UTC

I'm not really into it, either, though an aged scotch or wine with dinner is very nice. ...And I have no idea.

[locked] creepyshitking November 30 2010, 01:59:50 UTC

I'm okay with beer or wine. I leave the hard liquor to my sister. [ read: such a lightweight ]

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