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today is just one of those days where i need to fucking cry. i am so empty. i realize how little i have. all i have is small handfulls of my meaningless dreams, feelings, values, pride, emotions, connections, and secrets. all i want is to have it all. no i dont mean material. i mean inside, i dont want to have to deal with this anymore. i mean i just have some days where someone says something and it goes down hill from there. one bad thing after another. i try to cry but no tears come out. fuck.... what am i going to do