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i feel very empty. everything inside of me is caving in. all my emotions from both ends of the spectrum are mixing together. i do not know what i am feeling, all i know is that i do not like it. i feel like i have been stabbed through the heart by something that is cold. i am freezing from the inside. i want the cold season to end. i want new life to dance around me. i dont want to be alone. i am sick of my curiosity taking over and throwing me into what i think it is. i am saddened everytime i see two people holding hands or kissing. everytime i see it i feel the worst feeling in the world... heartbreak. i have so much inside of me, all of my emotions have been tapped. it hurts not having it. is there anything good left in this world? if you find it could you let me know?