i will eat you alive.

[creepycayla]

i like mermaids.

my life is unaltered as always.
i hope it will be okay.
there are some things that people dont know.
and they wont know.

i hope all these things are layed to rest.
for the first time i dont want my life to be altered.
i can be content with just living.

i dont know if i am scared or sad.
the sad thing is that what really should matter to me does not.
i am not concerned with myself right now.
this was something that did not surprise me.
when the doctor walked in i knew.

i always know what the future will hold.
and to be that aware scares me more than anything else.

this life we have can become whatever we make it.
do not let what you do ruin someone elses life.
it is too short.

goodnight.