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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:25:08 UTC

I'm sure. Does everyone have to look it to be it?

Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 19:27:01 UTC

You mentionned developing a facade.

Most people don't do such to act melancholy, but rather to mask unhappiness.

Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:29:00 UTC

A facade's purpose is to hide one's feelings. so i'm so distressed i can't even hold up the facade i've used over half my life, who cares?

((Strike = insanely hard to read, but still barely legible.))

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Re: Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 19:32:30 UTC

I am well aware of that, Megumi. You're talking to someone who's had to lie through his teeth to tell his parents he's okay every time they say they love their son.

Who cares about what?

[[he could only make out the last few words. Kou's strike here is legible, but very shaky.]]

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:33:28 UTC

I know you are...You're adopted?

......Nothing.

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Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 19:37:30 UTC

Then why are you trying to hid behind one? ....I was four when I overheard them talking about it. I think it's the secret I told you.

I want to help you.

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:41:08 UTC

......It's safer that way. I've known that since I was 4 and a half, when my sister first went to school. ...Oh. Your parents haven't told you?

I'm fine. I don't need any help.

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Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 19:44:22 UTC

It can hurt more too. Feelings are a double-edged sword that way, I know. What happenned when she went to school? NO. and it kills me.

I can't do anything you won't let me do, so... suit yourself.

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:48:12 UTC

......They said she was a witch. We moved after they made her eat worms and burn her own arm. Ever since, we've only really trusted each other...and even then, there are so many things we hide from the world. ...Oh. You really should tell them that you know, in that case. Otherwise you'll have to go through another year of agony.

...Right. I'll survive.

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Re: Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 19:50:50 UTC

I'm sorry to hear that.... why does everyone assume that it's that simple?

Surviving is different than being fine, Megumi.

[[a few tearstains]]

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 19:54:22 UTC

It's okay...things were better once we moved, although the habit of keeping the facade stayed for me, anyways...It's a lot better here, even better than the last school we went to...I'm sorry. I wouldn't know what to do if one overheard a conversation about their own adoption...

I know.

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Re: Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 20:01:29 UTC

You shouldn't need to hide, Megumi especially if you start to become scared of falling into obscurity and losing who you really are. ........................neither do I.

Then why not let me help? Or someone at least....

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 20:03:23 UTC

I need to.

I said I'll survive. It'll all turn out okay...it's not the end of the world or anything.

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Private to Megumi k_izumi May 16 2006, 20:07:53 UTC

Why?

And surviving is different than being ok. We both are aware of this. So why attempt to put it forth as being the best route?

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Re: Private to Megumi creepy_curser May 16 2006, 20:22:12 UTC

...That's not vital for you to know.

It's not the best route...it's the only route.

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