May 30, 2006 17:41
Life was going good- but then it all started to fall apart last night, mostly in my head though.
I feel like i'm being lied too- yet i guess it's not lieing if they just "didn't tell you" I wish they would though. I feel like i'm trying to put myself back to where i was- but i might not ever be able to go back.
I did some things and felt completely shitty about it and saw that they were doing the same thing back to me.
I blocked out all my worrys- and problems.
I feel a lot better about this.
I'm excited for today.=]