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i was happy until about 20 minutes ago when i realized as soon as i came online im still fucking alone. im still a fucking loser. nobody is ever going to want to be with me or care about me willingly. i fucking hate myself. i never fucking did anything to you to make you do this to me. all i ever fucking did was care and try to be a good girlfriend to you and you just didnt care. you fycked me up so bad even after yoy knew how it felt to have everyhhing you did to me happen to you. and for some fucking reason im crying so hard i m shaking when i know theres nothing left of us. but for some stupid reason my mind and my heart still want you back.