.just leave me alone.
i'd like to know how it's even possible to live the way i do. no, i demand to know.
it's the "who i'm demanding" that denotes a problem. who should i demand these answers i seek from? that's the very root of my problem. well, this problem. :D
i cried today. i haven't cried since Thanksgiving break. i cried for the very same reason, too.
i wish i could either be depressed constantly, or just never. why is there a confusing in-between? i wanna write a book. then sell it.
what does successful mean to you?
to me - being happy with whatever one chooses to do with their life.
will i ever be successful.
[ shrugs ] doubt it. [ shrugs again ] maybe i shouldn't be so nonchalant about it. maybe i should care more. but why should i? the people i care about don't act like they care about me, so what kind of example does that show me? that i shouldn't care. and i don't. i think i've been taught well.
ps. have i ever mentioned that flamboyantly gay black people really irritate me?
it's the "who i'm demanding" that denotes a problem. who should i demand these answers i seek from? that's the very root of my problem. well, this problem. :D
i cried today. i haven't cried since Thanksgiving break. i cried for the very same reason, too.
i wish i could either be depressed constantly, or just never. why is there a confusing in-between? i wanna write a book. then sell it.
what does successful mean to you?
to me - being happy with whatever one chooses to do with their life.
will i ever be successful.
[ shrugs ] doubt it. [ shrugs again ] maybe i shouldn't be so nonchalant about it. maybe i should care more. but why should i? the people i care about don't act like they care about me, so what kind of example does that show me? that i shouldn't care. and i don't. i think i've been taught well.
ps. have i ever mentioned that flamboyantly gay black people really irritate me?