[psychobabble]
Title: «psychobabble»
Series: Supernatural
Rating: PG
Genre: Gen, Angst
Notes: Written awhile ago. Second Part of a two-shot.
«psychobabble»
"I can give him a better fate than you ever could."
-
The voice is taunting, but all he can see is Dean lying there, eyes open and vapid, unresponsive to everything he says. This thing smiles at him, some perverse creature, worse than a Djinn with a vapid expression and taunting gold eyes set in a beautiful face.
-
"What are you?"
"Everything you've ever wanted."
-
He's thrown into Dean's fakehappysunshinenormal world. He sees a black haired woman with a beautiful smile and Jessica jumps at him.
He closes his eyes and sees two little children and his heart leaps to his mouth.
They have Dean's eyes.
-
"I can do whatever I want. Do whatever I want."
"Who gave you that right?"
-
Dean doesn't see him.
He does, looking at random places where Sam looks at him, but he doesn't see him.
-
"Dean!"
"He can't hear you. Not really."
-
It whispers in his ear that Sam could be there too, could just as easily be that woman or just plain ole brother Sam.
Anything Sam desires.
Anything Dean desires.
-
"Can you honestly take this away from him?"
-
Dean's happy.
Dean's smiling, holding his children's hands as he walks them home from school.
Dean's normal.
Dean's alive.
-
He swallows.
-
He kisses his brother's forehead in his fake world and for a brief moment feels him come back to him, if only for a moment.
Then he lets go.
-
"No."
It smiles and let's Dean back into his fakelovingworld.
(sam has condemned his brother.)
(but he really doesn't know how to feel.)
Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything.
Series: Supernatural
Rating: PG
Genre: Gen, Angst
Notes: Written awhile ago. Second Part of a two-shot.
«psychobabble»
"I can give him a better fate than you ever could."
-
The voice is taunting, but all he can see is Dean lying there, eyes open and vapid, unresponsive to everything he says. This thing smiles at him, some perverse creature, worse than a Djinn with a vapid expression and taunting gold eyes set in a beautiful face.
-
"What are you?"
"Everything you've ever wanted."
-
He's thrown into Dean's fakehappysunshinenormal world. He sees a black haired woman with a beautiful smile and Jessica jumps at him.
He closes his eyes and sees two little children and his heart leaps to his mouth.
They have Dean's eyes.
-
"I can do whatever I want. Do whatever I want."
"Who gave you that right?"
-
Dean doesn't see him.
He does, looking at random places where Sam looks at him, but he doesn't see him.
-
"Dean!"
"He can't hear you. Not really."
-
It whispers in his ear that Sam could be there too, could just as easily be that woman or just plain ole brother Sam.
Anything Sam desires.
Anything Dean desires.
-
"Can you honestly take this away from him?"
-
Dean's happy.
Dean's smiling, holding his children's hands as he walks them home from school.
Dean's normal.
Dean's alive.
-
He swallows.
-
He kisses his brother's forehead in his fake world and for a brief moment feels him come back to him, if only for a moment.
Then he lets go.
-
"No."
It smiles and let's Dean back into his fakelovingworld.
(sam has condemned his brother.)
(but he really doesn't know how to feel.)
Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything.