unnoticed confessions

Aug 11, 2005 20:50

ok, so i'm not gonna sit here and analyze my first day
down into the ground...
but i will say this for those of you that are frickin
insane and have not already noticed, or simply have not
have the pleasure of being able to know:
mr.mcdaniels.......holy shat.
dude, it's like there's a voice in his head that's telling
him everyone in the classroom is saying something mean
about him in their minds so he wants to get us back by being
a total and complete freak.

i love dr.rhodes.
i mean i know it's technically too early to say this,
but he may just be one of the coolest people alive today.
i just thought i owed a small space in my journal to
saying that.

you know what i think?
i think that i'm scared out of my f-ing mind about this year.
i don't know why or if there really are any reasons behind it.
all i know is...
something is different about this year.
something feels weird,
off-balance if you will.
i don't know...maybe i'm just being paranoid.
but usually i'm pumped about the new school year.
but it's the total opposite this year...
and i don't like it one bit.

i hope friendships don't fade away this year for any reason...
and what i mean is, i hope schedule differences don't interfere
with the closeness i have with anyone.
i mean i know it might be naive of me to say that...
but i can dream.
i'm allowed at least that.
i think.

"Thanks for the tragedy, I need it for my art."
---Kurt Cobain

keep it real, world,
eva
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