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May 07, 2007 12:49

    So... here we are again.  Finals.  Well, actually, they're all done now!  I'm finished with my first year of college.  How scary is that??!  It's all over.  No more schoolwork for three months.  It's all done.  I have no more worries of a paper being due tomorrow or a presention next week.. nothing like that for three months.  The sad thing is, I should be more happy about this than I actually am.  I think if I were to be going home like.. tomorrow, or today, as most people are, I would be much more enthused.  However, staying here in my dorm for another week has just.. I dunno.  I'm a little sad I guess.  The weather is too nice for me to be upset over something as stupid as that.  I kinda wish that I could at least go home and see my mom and friends for a little bit.  I miss everyone from back home.  Over the six months, I saw ONE person from home, which was AMAZING.  It was especially awesome to see Margaux for a couple hours.  It was like we had never left home.  But that still doesn't mean I don't miss home.... I just want to go home for a little bit.  It's not that I don't want to race... I am SO ecstatic about racing this weekend... I just wanna see my mom!  :D

So I'm here in my dorm for another week.  And then I'm going to my aunt's for another week.. and then finally, HOPEFULLY, I will be picked up on Friday or Saturday, the 17th or 18th.  And will be home that weekend.  It's just a long ways away...  And I might even have to be here longer..  I still don't know yet.  I don't know what I'll do if I'm here even longer.  I'll have to convince someone to drive here and visit.. otherwise I'll go out of my mind!!!!

Granted, there is a plus side to being here.  I'm excited to spend the time with my teammates, because I know that we can make this time fun.  I'll be able to sit out on the quad without any worries at all, because there's no schoolwork or anything.  I REALLY wish I had some books so I could read outside.... but my mom didn't come see me, so I didn't get any books.  guhh...  I'll have to go to Wally World at some point this week and get some books!!!

Sorry if this entry is so melancholy... I just miss you guys at home... It'll be over before we know it... :D  I'll be home soon!!!
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