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Two days ago was my one year with wade. It's amazing. Simply amazing. Most people would not understand even half of what I feel for this boy.
I remember when I first saw him, about a year and 4 months ago. It was at a basketball game, and I was with Kelsey and Allison. I remember at the time I liked Josh, and was mainly going to see him, but something about Wade made me notice him. I have no idea what it was, because Wade's not the best looking guy, but whatever it was, it was there. Wade texted me afterwards and told me I was a hottie. I was kind of flattered, but mostly irritated because I was so sick of guys just looking at the outward things, I'de much rather be called beautiful. I didn't talk to him for about a month, then I saw him at a party. Well, I was still ''with'' Josh, but after Josh left, Wade came over and talked to me. I was nervous around him, and I didn't know what to say. He made me laugh and he was very nice to me. I started talking to him online, and shortly after, Josh and I decided to break it off. Wade and I got closer and closer, and I admitted to him that I liked him, and he admitted to me that he liked me. We started talking on the phone. Usually from about 8 or 9 at night until 3 or 4 in the morning. I was so crazy about that boy, but I was so scared of getting hurt. Stuff happened and eventually he asked me out, and I said yes. I didn't know then, that this boy would change my life forever.
This boy is not only my boyfriend, he's my best friend. He's one of the best friends anyone could ever have. He's one of them people that you just don't get mad at, and when you do, it's over in about 5 minutes. He has some sweet charm about him, that could put anyone in a good mood. He's good at making people laugh-especially me. He can talk to people he doesn't really know, and he's good at making people feel welcome. If we happen to be in a fight, if something happens at home, and it's three o'clock in the morning, I can still call him and he'll make me feel better. He can't stay mad at me, and he's never been able to. He gets along with my parents so well, and an exact quote from my mom is, "If you stay with him all through high school I would be very happy and supportive, and if you break up with him, it would be truth to say that I would be heartbroken." Him and my sister literally act like brother and sister. He thinks of her as a sister, she thinks of him as a brother. He drives her around places, and they do have the occasional fight. He's very protective over her, and he worries about her. My family loves him.
He doesn't find girls that he used to think were gorgeous, gorgeous anymore. Yeah, he thinks some girls are pretty. But I'm not jealous, not at all. I know that he thinks I am the most beautiful girl in the World, and he reminds me of it like 5 times a day. He's always telling me how beautiful I am, and how lucky he is to have me. He loves me, and only me, and I'm well aware of that.
The first time we ever held hands we were watching the Goonies. We both wanted it to happen so bad, but we were inexperienced and scared to death. When it finally happened my stomach literally flipped over. I felt like there was 10,000 butterflies in my stomach all trying to escape. There was an enormous lump in my throat, and I felt like I was going to throw up, but it was a good feeling. I didn't know that that feeling would come back as many times as it has. Our first kiss was like that too. I'm not going to lie, I dont get that feeling everytime we kiss [ and anyone who says they do is probably lying ] , but there are those ones that simply take my breath away.
Wade came along when I wasn't really looking for anyone, he was just sort of there. We didn't push for a relationship, it just sort of happened. I didn't ask for him to completely flip my world upside down, he just sort of did. I didn't ask for my life to be so perfect, it just sort of is. This is how I know what what have is absolutely perfect. Everything just sort of happened. God did it. God did it all. I give him credit, and I know the reason we're together is because of him. When he's dropping me off, before I get out of the car, we pray together. Sometimes it's short, sometimes it's long. God knows we want him in our relationship, and he's there. and thats what singlehandedly makes us different from about every other couple our age.
I'm so in love with this boy, and I know I'm in love. I'm going to be with him for a long time, and I could'nt be happier.
i swear,
by the the moon and the stars in the skies
and i swear,
like the shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i made mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear,
by the moon and the stars in the skies,
i'll be there
i swear, like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there, for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear
Two people introduced Wade and I. I dont talk to one of them anymore, but I want her to know that I really appreciate it, because this boy has changed my life.
I remember when I first saw him, about a year and 4 months ago. It was at a basketball game, and I was with Kelsey and Allison. I remember at the time I liked Josh, and was mainly going to see him, but something about Wade made me notice him. I have no idea what it was, because Wade's not the best looking guy, but whatever it was, it was there. Wade texted me afterwards and told me I was a hottie. I was kind of flattered, but mostly irritated because I was so sick of guys just looking at the outward things, I'de much rather be called beautiful. I didn't talk to him for about a month, then I saw him at a party. Well, I was still ''with'' Josh, but after Josh left, Wade came over and talked to me. I was nervous around him, and I didn't know what to say. He made me laugh and he was very nice to me. I started talking to him online, and shortly after, Josh and I decided to break it off. Wade and I got closer and closer, and I admitted to him that I liked him, and he admitted to me that he liked me. We started talking on the phone. Usually from about 8 or 9 at night until 3 or 4 in the morning. I was so crazy about that boy, but I was so scared of getting hurt. Stuff happened and eventually he asked me out, and I said yes. I didn't know then, that this boy would change my life forever.
This boy is not only my boyfriend, he's my best friend. He's one of the best friends anyone could ever have. He's one of them people that you just don't get mad at, and when you do, it's over in about 5 minutes. He has some sweet charm about him, that could put anyone in a good mood. He's good at making people laugh-especially me. He can talk to people he doesn't really know, and he's good at making people feel welcome. If we happen to be in a fight, if something happens at home, and it's three o'clock in the morning, I can still call him and he'll make me feel better. He can't stay mad at me, and he's never been able to. He gets along with my parents so well, and an exact quote from my mom is, "If you stay with him all through high school I would be very happy and supportive, and if you break up with him, it would be truth to say that I would be heartbroken." Him and my sister literally act like brother and sister. He thinks of her as a sister, she thinks of him as a brother. He drives her around places, and they do have the occasional fight. He's very protective over her, and he worries about her. My family loves him.
He doesn't find girls that he used to think were gorgeous, gorgeous anymore. Yeah, he thinks some girls are pretty. But I'm not jealous, not at all. I know that he thinks I am the most beautiful girl in the World, and he reminds me of it like 5 times a day. He's always telling me how beautiful I am, and how lucky he is to have me. He loves me, and only me, and I'm well aware of that.
The first time we ever held hands we were watching the Goonies. We both wanted it to happen so bad, but we were inexperienced and scared to death. When it finally happened my stomach literally flipped over. I felt like there was 10,000 butterflies in my stomach all trying to escape. There was an enormous lump in my throat, and I felt like I was going to throw up, but it was a good feeling. I didn't know that that feeling would come back as many times as it has. Our first kiss was like that too. I'm not going to lie, I dont get that feeling everytime we kiss [ and anyone who says they do is probably lying ] , but there are those ones that simply take my breath away.
Wade came along when I wasn't really looking for anyone, he was just sort of there. We didn't push for a relationship, it just sort of happened. I didn't ask for him to completely flip my world upside down, he just sort of did. I didn't ask for my life to be so perfect, it just sort of is. This is how I know what what have is absolutely perfect. Everything just sort of happened. God did it. God did it all. I give him credit, and I know the reason we're together is because of him. When he's dropping me off, before I get out of the car, we pray together. Sometimes it's short, sometimes it's long. God knows we want him in our relationship, and he's there. and thats what singlehandedly makes us different from about every other couple our age.
I'm so in love with this boy, and I know I'm in love. I'm going to be with him for a long time, and I could'nt be happier.
i swear,
by the the moon and the stars in the skies
and i swear,
like the shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i made mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear,
by the moon and the stars in the skies,
i'll be there
i swear, like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there, for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear
Two people introduced Wade and I. I dont talk to one of them anymore, but I want her to know that I really appreciate it, because this boy has changed my life.