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So i had 2 seizure today. in less than 20 minutes. Isnt that crazy? yea i guess i was out for 10 minutes the first time and the second time i was watchin tv and i guess i just totally went out of it but my eyes were still open. Lol i dont remember any of that but my mom almost tooke me to the hospital again. I said no i hate goin there.
I got a doctors appt on thursday. Ive decided not to go through with the procedure. How crazy is that.... the last time it happened it hurt and there was soo much blood i just cant do it this time. I dont care wat the reprocutions are. I say if this is the way its supposed to be then this is the way its supposed to be. Unless someone can give me a good reason on y i should do it then i wont. It spread again..... i cant tell anyone i just dont have the courage to so im gonna leave it in here and let them read it. Yea i kno but thats just how it is.. Im gonna go
love
Chrys