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Ok so my hat is very important to me and yet very sad. I woke up this morning dreading to go to school because of it. I knew people would look at me and stare. I hate when people stare at me. Grant it the hat is necessary and its not my fault that i had to wear the hat but its just upsetting. The hat is cute tho. It shows how big my head is. I dont kno if i like that but you kno. So the girl that i was in the argument with for me for goin out and messin up big time has finally forgivin me. She was just upset at the fact that i lied or was goin to. She knows that id never mean to hurt her feelings but like she says "sometimes the unintentional hurts worse" i guess that extra yr1/2 made her a lot more wise than i am. I luv ya LO!!! So this goes to creek people.... so i went out and i partied with my friends... my friends arent hoe's. So people mess up big deal cuz most of u who were talkin arent virgins anyways so i dont kno y u were surprised. And if your mad about Ricky..... you just hate it that it wasnt you. Just cause they dotn go to creek dont mean you can talk shit behind their back.
So i like this guy. He's a nice guy i think. Sometimes he could be a dick tho but most of the time he's nice. And he's not my average guy. Hes not blonde and he doesnt have blue eyes. weird. Ok now this is the thing. Im not supposed to like him. Thats breakin the code of all codes... especially since he did me soooo wrong. And a lot of my friends cant stand him but idk. When people meet him he kind of warms up to them and then hes not too bad. He's a little shy tho which isnt good either cuz as you all kno thats the exact opposite of me. idk i guess im just gonna say i love you and peace cuz i have to read this massive assignment from Adv. English 11. Go OF MICE AND MEN!!!!
luv Chrys