Hold Me and Help Me Understand
My first post in nearly two months. I tell myself that I want to put my thoughts down more often and find that I don't follow through with those plans. I'm coming home in just about ten days and I could not be more ready for Memphis summer life. There are those of you that don't get too excited about this, but I'll tell you why I'm excited.
( Read more... )
I miss youth group more than anything else of high school. It is definitely the one part of my life that has been left undeveloped for the past two years. I long for that connection with people...more than just friendship, but spiritual connection and relating to people on a completely different level. And the confidence it instilled in us...wow. I miss it.
Sometimes it just feels like everything is in a whirlwind of goodness and life is peachy, and then sometimes the self-esteem is just not there anymore, ya know?
I think this summer is a very important one. We are halfway through college, halfway to pure independence. We've changed so much in two years, but know there is so much left to discover about ourselves.
I can't believe it. In the same amount of time from now that its been since we graduated, we will be starting careers. Futures. Being full-fledged adults...scary...but even more exciting.
I feel like I'm rambling, but I was just trying to be open and let it flow, ya know? If you want to talk, I can relate on several levels...you have no idea...
I can't wait to see you this summer! That formal shirt really is a good excuse to hang out at least once, not that we need one...there are always trips to the Tiger bookstore and such... :-)
Reply
Leave a comment