Goodbye
This journal has almost cost me my greatest love, and is far more trouble than it's worth. Goodbye all LJ friends, and Sean, please forgive me. I never did anything trying to hurt you, and I never betrayed you. Give me some credit, why the hell would I practically write to you about an affair if I was having one? I never would, and I'm not that stupid. EVerything I write here is from my POV, and written for me. I welcome my friends to look at it, but it's not written to be understood by anyone but me. Otherwise, when I talked about Serj, or Jow or bumblebeetuna, I would sit there explaining it for others. But i don't. I never meant to misportray anything in here, but when I wrote whatever it was you saw, understand that there was liekly no way you or anyone else could have understood it, any more than you understand the Thomas thing without me explaining, so please stop running on the assumption that what you read was clear. It wasn't, I assure you, almost nothing I write is. PLease forgive me for loving you, please forgive me for not having an affair, and for not being psychic enough to know you would misenterpret it.