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Sep 20, 2005 19:50

Dear Bonnie,

You bitch.

We hung out at Halloween, no problem. We had fun all night, then your mom picked you pu...and then you never spoke to me again.
I called you every week at least, and for a while, almost every day, but you would never pick up, even when I knew you were home.

You weren't grounded. You could call anytime you want. I talked to your mother.

Your birthday came and went without our traditions, still no word. As did my birthday, and Christmas, and so on and so forth.

And today, 11 months later, is the first day I get to talk to you, because I thought to call from a number you wouldn't recognize.

And you say, "I'm busy", and generally act like you have no idea why I might be calling. FINE.

BEcause I gave up on you a long time ago. About 6 months ago, in fact. I was only calling to figure out when I could get the stuff you tried to keep back.

So I'll see you tomorrow at two, to pick up my things. They'd better all be there. And when I come, I will also try to coerce you into talking with me.

I want to know, after 12 years of friendship, you have suddenly decided you want nothing to do with me. Nothing bad happened on Halloween. We didn't fight. I didn't offend you. So, I wonder..what did YOU do, that you on't want me to know about? Because I get the uncanny feeling that that is why you won't speak with me.

And BTW, I'm happy that you stopped speaking with Sallinda, because FYI...She's pregnant. And still smoking crack. Remember that guy I intro'd her to? Mikey?
He is now an avoidant father.

Good for you two for treating me like shit and ditching me, then ditching me all on your own after she ditched you. Haha.

And good for you for dropping out of school. Me? I graduated tweo years early, not dropped out.

Maybe that's why you are afraid to talk to me now. Because you are so ashamed of yourself. And as much as I love you, my sister, and will ever be there for you should you need somebody, you really fucking should be ashamed.

Love, Kate.
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