my life in a blur

May 24, 2007 13:01

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. I’m struggling a lot with who I am. It shouldn’t be this big problem, but it is. I don’t know what my purpose is for my life. I don’t have a clue what I want to do the rest of my life. My life isn’t going anywhere. I just come home from work, and sleep, then get up for work, go to work then come home. I hardly talk to anyone anymore. I’m still in an identity crisis. I’m praying to god everyday asking him to reveal myself, to show me who I am in Christ, to show me what my purpose is in life. I really want to start college. It’s been on my heart since graduation…last year. I think that I’m just setting myself up for failure with moving out. I’ve only been at the apartment 1 night, but still, the sense of independence is nice, but yet it scares the living daylights out of me.

I’ve got to get ready for work, More later
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