::sighs::

[creative_writer]

I sometimes lack inhibitions
Others I’m too scared
Courage overcomes me
And I try to impress
My subconscious overlooks problems
While I cling to myself
Breaking down inside
My tears begin to flow
I feel like you’re already
Fed up and hating me
Even when we just met
Running to get away
From all the madness
My teachers are insane
Yet continue to teach
All my friends abandon me
And leave me all alone
Destruction is not the answer
Nor is depression
These are just thoughts
Running through my mind

i wrote this awhile ago when i was feelin diff and outside or everything.