yes.
i hate waking up. and doing things
i like pretty things, i think i dwell on it way too often.
things that sparkle, catch my eye, and i ignore everything else.
i dont think its normal. just like its not normal to wake up and want to do nothing
but sit in front of a computer screen and take pictures of myself,
groggy and half awake, so i dont forget what i look like.
i am just trying to make sure i see things the way they are, and not in some
fucked up way ive been expecting them to be.
i wish situations were easier, that i could take pictures of them to analyze and pick apart.
is it wrong to be tired of reiterating your determination to a potential employer?
well, i am. but it doesnt mean i'll stop.
i think i should leave.
im as afraid of getting tired of you,
as the other way around.
i like pretty things, i think i dwell on it way too often.
things that sparkle, catch my eye, and i ignore everything else.
i dont think its normal. just like its not normal to wake up and want to do nothing
but sit in front of a computer screen and take pictures of myself,
groggy and half awake, so i dont forget what i look like.
i am just trying to make sure i see things the way they are, and not in some
fucked up way ive been expecting them to be.
i wish situations were easier, that i could take pictures of them to analyze and pick apart.
is it wrong to be tired of reiterating your determination to a potential employer?
well, i am. but it doesnt mean i'll stop.
i think i should leave.
im as afraid of getting tired of you,
as the other way around.