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so tired, like i don't even know, i was so cold when i got home from work today, katie you can understand that one, working in a downpour, oh joyous times, especially when you are trying to avoid getting absolutely soaking wet walking down a row with like 6-7 ft tall plants that leave like a foot for you to walk between them, actually katie (sister) and i were winding in the same row and our plants were touching each other, yeah walking through those were fun. starting in the barns and picking in the fields on monday, should be a steady work week, 7-3:30 as long as the tobacco is ripe. i need to get some sleep though, i seriously haven't been sleeping, or sleeping well or whatever. i don't know why, all i know is that i'm tired and right now i don't even know why i'm updating this, its like i want to force myself to do something other than read, work and talk to family members. you know whats sad, i haven't seen anyone (not counting people at work) in a month. i thought this summer would be different because i'm going away in the fall, but its not, oh well. i was right when i was talking to katie, it doesn't matter how much you hang out with people as long as when you don't your content with yourself. but i'm cool with my routine, books, work and family. i love to read and i love my family and i need the money from my job. so there we go, lol joe was so shocked when i told him i haven't been to the beach in 3 years, lol, hmmm i haven't been to the movies since 50 first dates came out, i have been to see 3 movies in theaters, lol, wow i do absolutely nothing, at all, how sad is that? why do i even ask, it seems whenever i ask questions in my livejournal, no one ever answers, so oh well. hope your all having fun, i'm off to go read or clean my room or something.