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is it bad to not have many friends at all, and to realize this because of people you used to be friends with, but know the friendships are never going to be anything but ackward and upsetting? i'm not sure what i have done wrong, other than everything. i have a feeling all these broken friendships are my fault, i just keep wondering exactly what i have done, but you know maybe its one of those things, those things you never get to know. well i need to go take a shower from work, bye.