To those in the know
The last few days have been hell. And I don't care that there are worse things in the world right now I am so tired and pissed off and headachey and so everything revolves around me and hell hell hell.
Muuuuh. Phoebe won't sleep at night. She is fine during the day. But put her to bed at night and she cries for hours and wakes up Cassandra and then she cries because she is tired and then I walk them up and down and it doesn't work and I flip out and Merry finds me crying in the bathroom which hasn't happened since I was pregnant but I have found that if the shower is going I can't hear them cry. It has been going on four nights now. I have taken her to the doctor and she is fine. She just doesn't want to sleep at night. And we would all become nocturnal except Cassandra is being normal and daytimey. So I have had to separate them so that Cassandra can actually sleep when she wants to so she has a crib in the living room and Phoebe is in my room and you can still hear her through the wall and it is killing me to leave her but she has to learn that this is sleep time.
I haven't had more than a few hours at a time in the last week and I have been yelling at my family and I am sorry but it is ripping me apart listening to her cry and not being able to do anything about it.
And things on the Pat front are quiet and its freaking me out whenever I have the energy to be freaked out about it but Matt is like, living at St John's Lodge almost and Lavannah is close and it is all shite and I just want it to be over and for Phoebe to learn to sleep and then I will sleep for a month and it will be wonderful.
At least Noah is getting his legs back.
Muuuuh. Phoebe won't sleep at night. She is fine during the day. But put her to bed at night and she cries for hours and wakes up Cassandra and then she cries because she is tired and then I walk them up and down and it doesn't work and I flip out and Merry finds me crying in the bathroom which hasn't happened since I was pregnant but I have found that if the shower is going I can't hear them cry. It has been going on four nights now. I have taken her to the doctor and she is fine. She just doesn't want to sleep at night. And we would all become nocturnal except Cassandra is being normal and daytimey. So I have had to separate them so that Cassandra can actually sleep when she wants to so she has a crib in the living room and Phoebe is in my room and you can still hear her through the wall and it is killing me to leave her but she has to learn that this is sleep time.
I haven't had more than a few hours at a time in the last week and I have been yelling at my family and I am sorry but it is ripping me apart listening to her cry and not being able to do anything about it.
And things on the Pat front are quiet and its freaking me out whenever I have the energy to be freaked out about it but Matt is like, living at St John's Lodge almost and Lavannah is close and it is all shite and I just want it to be over and for Phoebe to learn to sleep and then I will sleep for a month and it will be wonderful.
At least Noah is getting his legs back.