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I try to imagine myself capturing thoughts that come in as I struggle to sleep
of course I am not here to complain about not sleeping because I brought that on myself
Kahlua and coffee anytime past 8 is a sure bet for restlessness
I got demoted at work, I got the shaft because of the bad behavior of other people
which makes me want to turn into a lion and "take" rather than "ask"
I don't have a point to make other than: what the fuck are you thinking?
Have any of you ever been a no-call-no-show for seven days in a row and kept your job?
I don't know anyone who has. This person at work certainly shouldn't have.
At a certain point I wonder how much of me I can really control
and if any action I ever took, or even any thought I ever had,
was really anything but a simple reaction to my environment.
I just don't believe you have so many choices, and I certainly doubt the facility that enables choice.
How does it function?
of course I am not here to complain about not sleeping because I brought that on myself
Kahlua and coffee anytime past 8 is a sure bet for restlessness
I got demoted at work, I got the shaft because of the bad behavior of other people
which makes me want to turn into a lion and "take" rather than "ask"
I don't have a point to make other than: what the fuck are you thinking?
Have any of you ever been a no-call-no-show for seven days in a row and kept your job?
I don't know anyone who has. This person at work certainly shouldn't have.
At a certain point I wonder how much of me I can really control
and if any action I ever took, or even any thought I ever had,
was really anything but a simple reaction to my environment.
I just don't believe you have so many choices, and I certainly doubt the facility that enables choice.
How does it function?