Caught in a conundrum
Ugh I've got a pit in my stomach.... And I hate it. I got myself out of being "set up" with a friends daughter's boyfriend's friend..... (that's a mouthful) but now coldwater wants me to work tomorrow night. Russ and I were supposed to spen the day together and I was going to work on this video and then watch a movie with him. And now I can't. I mean I can still spend the morning and afternoon with him but I'll mostly be working on this video for Easter.... It needs to be done. I feel so bad... I haven't talked to him about it yet becaus he's at work right now. I wish I could tell him. Gah. I just feel so bad I wish I could just say that I can't cuz this video needs done but giving up a payed job for a volunteer one isn't the wisest decision. Plus they've been there for me. So I need to be there for them.... It's just of all freaking weeks I'm super freaking busy... This is one of the reasons I wish I was rich and could just design stuff all day. Well. Not all day... But you get the picture (not sure who you are but yeah...) I feel like I'm gonna be sick... I know he'll understand, but it still doesn't make it any easier. I dunno maybe sunday we'll pick up where we left off lol. Alright back to work for me. Enough complaining... :/
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