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I had a horrible nightmare. There was blood everywhere. Women and children screaming, running, only to be shot dead. There was fire, and the stench of death was just clinging to the air. Oh God it was horrible! But it felt so real, I could feel the fire. I could feel the bullets wizzing by.
I miss Tifa...I miss Denzel and Zack. Fuck I just want to see everyone again. I don't like being alone anymore. I don't like feeling helpless. I don't like these spells of forgetting things that have happened! I don't like not knowing...knowing me!
You left me. You left me all alone. You promised to be there, always...I don't feel you here.
I miss your stupid happy laugh. I miss your dorky confused expression. I miss seeing you being more childish than I was suppose to be. I miss you protecting me, even though I didn't know you were. I miss you when you were serious. I miss your comforting touch. I miss how animated you could be.
I fucking miss you!!
Please don't leave me...please stay with me forever.
I miss Tifa...I miss Denzel and Zack. Fuck I just want to see everyone again. I don't like being alone anymore. I don't like feeling helpless. I don't like these spells of forgetting things that have happened! I don't like not knowing...knowing me!
You left me. You left me all alone. You promised to be there, always...I don't feel you here.
I miss your stupid happy laugh. I miss your dorky confused expression. I miss seeing you being more childish than I was suppose to be. I miss you protecting me, even though I didn't know you were. I miss you when you were serious. I miss your comforting touch. I miss how animated you could be.
I fucking miss you!!
Please don't leave me...please stay with me forever.