(no subject)
Lately a lot of things have been disappointing me,
I've been disappointing
and I've made disappointing decisions.
I have GOT to start thinking...and not in the moment
I need to really think about my decisions and my actions and what outcomes and consequences they bring,
because I can preach to someone all day long about the decisions they should be making and what they should or shouldn't do...yet I rarely...RARELY ever take my own advice...and I need to start.
I complain about the people in my past that hurt me and weren't good people...well I know I haven't been that good of a person myself and that embarrasses me and hurts me.
I am a good person,
and I need to start proving that statement.
I need a re-do button...but I know I don't have one
so I'm going to start fixing my wrong doings.
and improving on my judgment
I've been disappointing
and I've made disappointing decisions.
I have GOT to start thinking...and not in the moment
I need to really think about my decisions and my actions and what outcomes and consequences they bring,
because I can preach to someone all day long about the decisions they should be making and what they should or shouldn't do...yet I rarely...RARELY ever take my own advice...and I need to start.
I complain about the people in my past that hurt me and weren't good people...well I know I haven't been that good of a person myself and that embarrasses me and hurts me.
I am a good person,
and I need to start proving that statement.
I need a re-do button...but I know I don't have one
so I'm going to start fixing my wrong doings.
and improving on my judgment