nerves....
i'm pooped. i couldn't sleep last night...and i had to go to work this morning....grr. so i'm going to bed SOON!
not too much going on here....just work and the other usual stuff...i need to work on my sermon for sunday...but i haven't the energy or the focus...i'll do it tomorrow...speaking of sunday...i am -for the record- starkly terrified...about this whole deal...like, for instance, the very likely possibility that i will look stupid...what if i don't make any sense...oh geez.
one of the reasons i told so many ppl i was going to do this was so that i couldn't back out...that was a very good plan on my part...i don't want to back out...and i'm not going to...but i'm still terrified...oh geez...
i might go ride bikes w/ josh and family this weekend...that would be fun..but it might mean i wouldn't be able to sleep in...that's ok though....i just have to do some more thinking on this sermon...and then maybe i can relax.....doubt it