"O Come Let Us Adore Him"
wow....been a while. so i'm at home on christmas break...yay for that. i was really ready for a break...and now i'm the most worthless and lazy human being alive. getting bored now, though. josh comes home tomorrow so i'm excited about that. i'm excited for Christmas...but not terribly i don't guess. whatever. i am excited about seeing caitlin (again), and melinda, and amy.
GREAT BOOKS IS OVER. and that's the best part about the semester being over. i'm excited for a new start..a new year...all that good stuff. overall, i'd say that 2004 was a good year but i'm ready for some changes. i'm not exactly sure what i want to change or how..but i want some changes.
this past week has been interesting. i've been home, in bluefield with no josh, no high school friends, no college friends...i feel like i'm 10 years old again in a lot of ways. there's no one to hang out with except mom and jason, and i have no money to spend on going out anyway. so yeah, i've reverted back to childhood and it sucks. it lets me see what my life would be like without independence...and that really sucks.
so. i'm going to try to do some productive stuff and not feel so worthless.