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Jun 10, 2008 19:28

I've never been the pretty girl that all the boys want to date. I don't stand out in a crowd. I dont get A's or B's, in fact I don't even go to highschool anymore. Everything good that happens to me I find a way to fuck it up. I've managed to make the only boy who ever truley loved me not want to see me. Waiting to find out what happens next is killing me. & for the first time in my life I really want to change. Im tired of causing all the drama & hurting the people I love most. Im finally going to get my permit this week & look for a job. Im going to register to get my GED. I know what kind of person I want to be & Im not going to stop until I succeed. I don't want to fuck things up anymore & Im not going to no matter what it takes. I have one chance to prove that we're meant to be together & that's what I'm going to do. Most of all I want to prove to myself that I diserve to be happy & that I can make other people happy. & right now I'll do whatever I need to to reach these goals. I'm starting for once in my life to think positive & have hope & I only have one person to thank for that & he knows who he is. & I'll do anything to make him happy.
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