loving you was young and wild and free
A TEGOMASS FANMIX
because i miss them so much and this is the only way i know how to cope ;___;
Since I made one for RyoShige when they brutally ripped my heart when Ryo left, then why not make one for Tegomasu???
LISTEN HERE: YOUTUBE || SPOTIFY
ALL I ASK - TRAVIS ATREO
Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?
BEFORE YOU GO - LEWIS CAPALDI
I fell by the wayside, like everyone else
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
But I was just kidding myself
Our every moment, I start to replace
'Cause now that they're gone
All I hear are the words that I needed to say
When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal but this won't
PHOTOGRAPH - ED SHEERAN
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still
You can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
YOUTH - TROYE SIVAN
What if we're hard to find?
What if...
What if we lost our minds?
What if we left them fall behind
And they're never found?
My youth
My youth is yours
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
My youth
My youth is yours
Runaway now and forevermore
My youth
My youth is yours
A truth so loud you can't ignore
My youth, my youth, my youth
My youth is yours
LOVE YOU GOODBYE - ONE DIRECTION
Unforgettable together, held the whole world in our hands
Unexplainable, a love that only we could understand, yeah
I know there's nothing I can do to change it
But is it something that can be negotiated?
My heart's already breaking, baby, go on, twist the knife
One more taste of your lips just to bring me back
To the places we've been and the nights we've had
Because if this is it then at least we could end it right
CONSEQUENCES - CAMILLA CABELLO
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences
WONDER - LAUREN AQUILINA
I can't control my feelings
I can't control my thoughts
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering how I got so caught
You're completely off limits
For more reasons than just one
But I can't stop
So I'll remain
Within your reign
Until my thoughts can travel somewhere new
My mind is blind to everything but you
JUST A FOOL - CHRISTINA AGUILERA
I said that I don't care
I'd walk away whatever
And I tell myself we were bad together
But that's just me trying to move on
With out you
But who am I kidding
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel
And I
Waited and waited so long
For someone who'd never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
WHEN WE WERE YOUNG - ADELE
But if by chance you're here alone
Can I have a moment?
Before I go?
'Cause I've been by myself all night long
Hoping you're someone I used to know
It's hard to win me back
Everything just takes me back
To when you were there
To when you were there
And a part of me keeps holding on
Just in case it hasn't gone
I guess I still care
Do you still care?
THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS - SELENA GOMEZ
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no I can't escape
This is a modern fairy tale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down
DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS - TAYLOR SWIFT
And what once was ours is no one's now
I see you everywhere
The only thing we share
Is this small town
You said it was a great love
One for the ages
So, if the story's over why am I still writing pages?
My time, my wine, my spirit, my trust
Tryna find a part of me you didn't take up
Gave you too much but it wasn't enough
But I'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts
GHOST OF YOU - 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER
We're too young, too dumb
To know things like love
But I know better now
(Better now)
So I drown it out like I always do
Dancing through our house
With the ghost of you
And I chase it down
With a shot of truth
Dancing through our house
With the ghost of you
NEVER BE THE SAME - CAMILA CABELLO
Something must've gone wrong in my brain
Got your chemicals all in my veins
Feeling all the highs, feeling all the pain
It's you, babe
And I'm a sucker for the way that you move, babe
And I could try to run, but it would be useless
You're to blame
Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never be the same
DIVE - ED SHEERAN
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And jumping in harder than
Ten thousand rocks on the lake
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
FALLING - HARRY STYLES
Forget what I said
It's not what I meant
And I can't take it back
I can't unpack the baggage you left
And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again
What am I now? What am I now?
What if you're someone I just want around
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
MISS YOU - LOUIS TOMLINSON
Now I'm asking my friends how to say, "I'm sorry"
They say, "Lad, give it time, there's no need to worry"
And we can't even be on the phone now
And I can't even be with you alone now
Oh, how shit changes
We were in love, now we're strangers
When I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away
Get another two shots 'cause it doesn't matter anyway
We're dancing on tables
And I'm off my face
With all of my people
And it couldn't get better they say
We're singing 'til last call
And it's all out of tune
Should be laughing, but there's something wrong
And it hits me when the lights go on
Shit, maybe I miss you
ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY - TAYLOR SWIFT
Here you are now, calling me up, but I don't know what to say
I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
People like you always want back the love they pushed aside
But people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye
Let me remind you
This was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this
Not like this
THINK ABOUT US - LITTLE MIX
When you're dancing in the club
And the nights are getting hard
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
When the music gets so loud
And the girls are all around
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
'Cause I do, think about you
Can't shake you off, baby, stuck like glue
Now we're alone, got my body on you
You don't even know all the things I wan' do
ALWAYS YOU LOUIS TOMLINSON
I went to Amsterdam without you
And all I could do was think about you
And, oh, I should've known
I went to Tokyo to let it go
Drink after drink but I still felt alone
I should've known
Wasting my time when it was always you, always you
I was chasing the high but it was always you, always you
Should've never let you go,
Should've never let you go, my baby
18 - ONE DIRECTION
We took a chance
God knows we tried
Yet all along, I knew we'd be fine
So pour me a drink, oh love
And let's split the night wide open
And we'll see everything we can
Living love in slow motion, motion, motion
Kiss me where I lay down
My hands pressed to your cheeks
A long way from the playground
I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing
To be loved and to be in love
<
THE 1 - TAYLOR SWIFT
I guess you never know, never know
And if you wanted me, you really should've showed
And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow
And it's alright now
But we were something, don't you think so?
Roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool
And if my wishes came true
It would've been you
In my defense, I have none
For never leaving well enough alone
But it would've been fun
If you would've been the one
WALLS - LOUIS TOMLINSON
Nothing wakes you up like waking up alone
And all that's left of us is a cupboard full of clothes
The day you walked away and took the higher ground
Was the day that I became the man that I am now
Nothing makes you hurt like hurtin' who you love
And no amount of words will ever be enough
I looked you in the eyes, saw that I was lost
For every question "why", you were my "because"
EMPTY SPACE - JAMES ARTHUR
I won’t hear it
Whenever anybody says your name
And I won’t feel it
Even when I’m burstin into flames
I don’t regret the day I left
I don’t believe that I was blessed
I’m probably lyin to myself again
Hope this helps someone. Now I don't really think that this really went through their minds, but just think about this as a fic. A very angsty one too ;A;
because i miss them so much and this is the only way i know how to cope ;___;
Since I made one for RyoShige when they brutally ripped my heart when Ryo left, then why not make one for Tegomasu???
LISTEN HERE: YOUTUBE || SPOTIFY
ALL I ASK - TRAVIS ATREO
Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?
BEFORE YOU GO - LEWIS CAPALDI
I fell by the wayside, like everyone else
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
But I was just kidding myself
Our every moment, I start to replace
'Cause now that they're gone
All I hear are the words that I needed to say
When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal but this won't
PHOTOGRAPH - ED SHEERAN
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still
You can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
YOUTH - TROYE SIVAN
What if we're hard to find?
What if...
What if we lost our minds?
What if we left them fall behind
And they're never found?
My youth
My youth is yours
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
My youth
My youth is yours
Runaway now and forevermore
My youth
My youth is yours
A truth so loud you can't ignore
My youth, my youth, my youth
My youth is yours
LOVE YOU GOODBYE - ONE DIRECTION
Unforgettable together, held the whole world in our hands
Unexplainable, a love that only we could understand, yeah
I know there's nothing I can do to change it
But is it something that can be negotiated?
My heart's already breaking, baby, go on, twist the knife
One more taste of your lips just to bring me back
To the places we've been and the nights we've had
Because if this is it then at least we could end it right
CONSEQUENCES - CAMILLA CABELLO
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences
WONDER - LAUREN AQUILINA
I can't control my feelings
I can't control my thoughts
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering how I got so caught
You're completely off limits
For more reasons than just one
But I can't stop
So I'll remain
Within your reign
Until my thoughts can travel somewhere new
My mind is blind to everything but you
JUST A FOOL - CHRISTINA AGUILERA
I said that I don't care
I'd walk away whatever
And I tell myself we were bad together
But that's just me trying to move on
With out you
But who am I kidding
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel
And I
Waited and waited so long
For someone who'd never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
WHEN WE WERE YOUNG - ADELE
But if by chance you're here alone
Can I have a moment?
Before I go?
'Cause I've been by myself all night long
Hoping you're someone I used to know
It's hard to win me back
Everything just takes me back
To when you were there
To when you were there
And a part of me keeps holding on
Just in case it hasn't gone
I guess I still care
Do you still care?
THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS - SELENA GOMEZ
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no I can't escape
This is a modern fairy tale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down
DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS - TAYLOR SWIFT
And what once was ours is no one's now
I see you everywhere
The only thing we share
Is this small town
You said it was a great love
One for the ages
So, if the story's over why am I still writing pages?
My time, my wine, my spirit, my trust
Tryna find a part of me you didn't take up
Gave you too much but it wasn't enough
But I'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts
GHOST OF YOU - 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER
We're too young, too dumb
To know things like love
But I know better now
(Better now)
So I drown it out like I always do
Dancing through our house
With the ghost of you
And I chase it down
With a shot of truth
Dancing through our house
With the ghost of you
NEVER BE THE SAME - CAMILA CABELLO
Something must've gone wrong in my brain
Got your chemicals all in my veins
Feeling all the highs, feeling all the pain
It's you, babe
And I'm a sucker for the way that you move, babe
And I could try to run, but it would be useless
You're to blame
Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never be the same
DIVE - ED SHEERAN
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And jumping in harder than
Ten thousand rocks on the lake
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
FALLING - HARRY STYLES
Forget what I said
It's not what I meant
And I can't take it back
I can't unpack the baggage you left
And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again
What am I now? What am I now?
What if you're someone I just want around
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
MISS YOU - LOUIS TOMLINSON
Now I'm asking my friends how to say, "I'm sorry"
They say, "Lad, give it time, there's no need to worry"
And we can't even be on the phone now
And I can't even be with you alone now
Oh, how shit changes
We were in love, now we're strangers
When I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away
Get another two shots 'cause it doesn't matter anyway
We're dancing on tables
And I'm off my face
With all of my people
And it couldn't get better they say
We're singing 'til last call
And it's all out of tune
Should be laughing, but there's something wrong
And it hits me when the lights go on
Shit, maybe I miss you
ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY - TAYLOR SWIFT
Here you are now, calling me up, but I don't know what to say
I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
People like you always want back the love they pushed aside
But people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye
Let me remind you
This was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this
Not like this
THINK ABOUT US - LITTLE MIX
When you're dancing in the club
And the nights are getting hard
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
When the music gets so loud
And the girls are all around
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
'Cause I do, think about you
Can't shake you off, baby, stuck like glue
Now we're alone, got my body on you
You don't even know all the things I wan' do
ALWAYS YOU LOUIS TOMLINSON
I went to Amsterdam without you
And all I could do was think about you
And, oh, I should've known
I went to Tokyo to let it go
Drink after drink but I still felt alone
I should've known
Wasting my time when it was always you, always you
I was chasing the high but it was always you, always you
Should've never let you go,
Should've never let you go, my baby
18 - ONE DIRECTION
We took a chance
God knows we tried
Yet all along, I knew we'd be fine
So pour me a drink, oh love
And let's split the night wide open
And we'll see everything we can
Living love in slow motion, motion, motion
Kiss me where I lay down
My hands pressed to your cheeks
A long way from the playground
I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing
To be loved and to be in love
<
THE 1 - TAYLOR SWIFT
I guess you never know, never know
And if you wanted me, you really should've showed
And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow
And it's alright now
But we were something, don't you think so?
Roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool
And if my wishes came true
It would've been you
In my defense, I have none
For never leaving well enough alone
But it would've been fun
If you would've been the one
WALLS - LOUIS TOMLINSON
Nothing wakes you up like waking up alone
And all that's left of us is a cupboard full of clothes
The day you walked away and took the higher ground
Was the day that I became the man that I am now
Nothing makes you hurt like hurtin' who you love
And no amount of words will ever be enough
I looked you in the eyes, saw that I was lost
For every question "why", you were my "because"
EMPTY SPACE - JAMES ARTHUR
I won’t hear it
Whenever anybody says your name
And I won’t feel it
Even when I’m burstin into flames
I don’t regret the day I left
I don’t believe that I was blessed
I’m probably lyin to myself again
Hope this helps someone. Now I don't really think that this really went through their minds, but just think about this as a fic. A very angsty one too ;A;