Tonight, Tomorrow, the rest of life.
I was foolish to believe that even for a split second everything in my life would just fit into place. There is no word to describe this expression on my face; when you can't tell if your eyes are squinting from holding tears back or gaped wide with unbelievable surprise, denial. Yesterday was quite perfect and now... well, I guess people have to do what they have to do. I hate feeling lonely. I hate getting this queasy feeling in my stomach. I hate crying.. .. ... I'm not going to be able to deal with this very well.
...Change is good, they say...
...Change is good, they say...