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It's been an exhausting week to say the least. Matt started Pathfinders school this week, and he's doing the best he can trying to give me a break, but it's hard because he needs to study and it's time consuming. Two more weeks, ugh. I hate that he's doing these back to back to back schools. He goes back to Benning for Airborne school in late September, Early October for 3 more weeks. And he'll be jumping out of planes. Not really thrilled. I am praying he doesn't get hurt, because that would suck big time. Luckily, we're going on vacation before that and he'll have 2 weeks off, so hopefully, I have a chance to do family stuff. The baby is sleep regressing. I think she's hit the 4 month wakeful. Sunday through Thursday, she'd only sleep 40 minutes at a time, all night long. I feel like a zombie. Last night, she finally slept some, but it was storming so loud all night that I barely go sleep. But it was more than earlier this week, so I shouldn't complain. I think Bella is a tummy sleeper. I've been way too afraid to let her do it unless she was on me, but she's next to me on the couch where I put her after she fell asleep on me, and she's been sleeping for TWO HOURS. She never takes naps like that. I am also sitting here, afraid to move in case she stops breathing. Ugh. She can roll from tummy to back, and hold herself up, move her head back and forth. She's rolled a few times from back to belly, but that's harder for her to do consistently still. But I'm so freaking afraid of SIDS and suffocation, I'm afraid to put her down in her crib on her tummy and not watch her. I am hoping to get to the gym tonight and hoping she'll sleep okay. Maybe this weekend we can take turns being up with her, because I really need to sleep.
The silence in the house is nice right now though...
The silence in the house is nice right now though...