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yeah.. I've really got nothing to say. I'm kinda blank right now. Today (Or tomorrow?) is the 6 month "anniversary" of Blue's death. The class is gonna go to his grave and go talk to his parents.. I really don't want to go. It's not that I don't want to show support and stuff, because I really liked Blue.. It's just.. I dunno. I don't deal with death very well, ESPECIALLY with multiple people.. Even though it's been 6 months, the wound is still deep. *sigh* Unfortunately, whenever I think of Blue, I think of my Grandpa, who died about 2 weeks after Blue did.. I definitely haven't gotten over his death.. *sigh*