Apr 15, 2004 20:35
*sigh* Just as I figured, he would go today. At around 8:30 pm, my second Grandfather died. He died peacefully in his sleep.I guess.. What really hurts about this is that I still haven't dealt with my own Grandfather's death.. He went on Halloween Day (which was, conveniently, a certain party).. I went to the party instead of staying home.. And I guess the reality of it didn't set in completely. I fought back my tears and kept them inside me.. Noone needed to see me being vulnerable like that. I sit here and type this.. And I can't bring myself to cry.. There's noone here, but I can't cry. I want to cry.
Let me cry.