ITS OVER

Nov 04, 2008 16:11

LITERALLY
I've finished my HSC
and man do I wish I did better, I know I could I know I just know
the thing is after the exams I feel okay (apart from physics like always)
then I go onto Bored of studies.. and wham every stupid mistake becomes so clear
and people there are like

"Hoping for a raw mark of 84 for Chem, Raw 89 for Physics, Raw 85 for English, Raw 83 for ext english, Raw 90 for maths, Raw 89 for maths ext'

and THEN they are like
"Hoping for 92 plus UAI"
and I'm just sitting their thinking
the raws you are hoping for are so.. GOOD
I'm not really getting anywhere near that..
more like I'm hoping for
"Raw 90 for english, Raw 80 for physics, Raw 90 for ext english, Raw 88 for eco, Raw 90 for Maths, Raw 75 for Maths ext..."
ahh
see my raws are so much lower than theirs (pokes Maths and physics)
YET I'm still hoping for a UAI OVER 95....while their raws are so much higher.. and only hoping for over 92 -_-
Crap crap crap. I'm never going to get into the course I want if I dont get over 95 T.T
NEVER
and seriously, I thought doing the HSC was stressful
turns out its even more scary after.. cause you know thats it. you can do nought about it.
you UAI is set in stone...
I just need to get over 95.. but I'm probably not
life is sad.
well its over... not really
its like its so scary.. the prospect of  having to recieve my uai
hoping for over 95
and getting
88 or something
I dont know what I would do.
honestly
its like everytime I think I do well for physics
but I get my exam back and there I am... pratically bottom of the class -_________________-
what happens if thats the same for UAI?

One thing for sure, stressing is going to do nothing.
*goes look for a  job* maybe I should become a stock broker
the australian financial market is so volatile at the moment =)
so either lose all my  money or.. mwahahahaa
please oh please let me get over 95....
but things never go right anyway

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