Life Altering-13
Title: Life altering
Author: cream4me
Genre: AU, angst, male/male
Fandom: Dir en grey, the GazettE
Pairing: Kyo x Shinya, mentions of Kyo x Mana
Overall Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: They are real people too, or at least that’s what my therapists says. So no I guess I only own them in my mind
Summary: Shinya was thrown on the streets; force to live with is best friend. He needed help but didn’t know where to turn to for help. Luckily he didn’t have to go far to find his knight in shinnying armor but will he regret his decision and go back to the one person who manage to ruin his life in only one day?
Warning: Slight Shinya bashing
Chapter thirteen
Die's POV
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After I got the phone with Shinya that day I've been thinking. What if they got back together? Would I really okay with it? But more importantly...WHY THE HELL DOES HE WANT HIM BACK?!?!? That was the main question going through my mind. After all that stuff Kyo did to him and he wants him back? What the fuck is wrong that boy? You would think after all that he would absolutely hate Kyo and I mean the type of hate Hitler had for Jewish people. I know they're going to get back together though, even if I don't want to accept it. Kyo better treat him right this time or I swear...
Anyway when Shinya called to let me know about the possibility that they might be coming back as a couple, I FLIPPED. I guess it was bad timing too.
Kaoru just told me that his father was trying to marry him off to some women. Of course he wasn't going to marry her but if I know my brother like I think I do then I know Totchi raised Cain and with him being pregnant too. I just realized that Totchi is very hormonal. Luckily Shinya isn't. I mean yeah I got beat a couple of times but his demands were just freakin outrageous. He wanted me to go to Switzerland to get their world famous chocolate...like are you serious Shin? Anyway Totchi started yelling and cussing, throwing things because he hates Kyo's guts. Even Kaoru doesn't think they should get back together or maybe he's afraid of not agreeing with his lover, either way nobody thinks the relationship will last long.
Come to think of it...I would kick Kyo's ass. I know he's gotten more muscle than me but it's mostly for show. As a matter of fact, I don't want to see either of them, especially Shinya. He's so stupid. Who in their right mind would get back with the person who caused them so much pain? I swear he's weak. I bet all Kyo had to do was say a few sweet words and Shinya ran into his arms. And I know I might feel bad later for saying all that but dammit I mean it now. I should have never asked him the first place. I should have let his ass take care of his own damn problems. Not my fucking kids to begin with.
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Kaoru and Toshiya came over to get the rest of Toshiya's stuff and I was forced to help. We got most of the stuff in the car before Kyo and Shinya came over. I was going to stay upstairs but Kaoru said I should come down and at least speak. I said I would and I was going to but when I saw Shinya, I had this deep hate or resentment towards him and if I opened my mouth it would have turned ugly real quick and I didn't want Totchi to rip into me. I went in the kitchen and got something to drink and then went to go watch TV. I wasn't really watching TV. I was really thinking about my sudden dislike with Shinya. I can't even be mad at Kyo cuz I KNOW he didn't want Shinya back. Even all that shit with Mana and everything, whenever I talked to him on the phone he would always say he doesn't want him anymore so something must have happened between those two on the way to and from Hiroshima.
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I see them and turn off the TV and walked towards the steps and I hear Kyo say something but I ignore it until I hear Shinya's voice. "I have nothing to say to either of you." and I kept walking to my room, slamming the door like some disgruntled teenager who can't go out with friends on a Friday night. I lie on my bed and think about the situation more and the more I think about it the more I realize how pathetic I'm acting. I'm freaking 22 years old for Christ sake. I need to fucking act like it. If Shinya would rather be with Kyo then fine, let him. I don't care anymore. As far as I'm concerned he just went back to the skinny little boy I picked on, only I'll mean what I say this time.
TBC
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Author: cream4me
Genre: AU, angst, male/male
Fandom: Dir en grey, the GazettE
Pairing: Kyo x Shinya, mentions of Kyo x Mana
Overall Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: They are real people too, or at least that’s what my therapists says. So no I guess I only own them in my mind
Summary: Shinya was thrown on the streets; force to live with is best friend. He needed help but didn’t know where to turn to for help. Luckily he didn’t have to go far to find his knight in shinnying armor but will he regret his decision and go back to the one person who manage to ruin his life in only one day?
Warning: Slight Shinya bashing
Chapter thirteen
Die's POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
After I got the phone with Shinya that day I've been thinking. What if they got back together? Would I really okay with it? But more importantly...WHY THE HELL DOES HE WANT HIM BACK?!?!? That was the main question going through my mind. After all that stuff Kyo did to him and he wants him back? What the fuck is wrong that boy? You would think after all that he would absolutely hate Kyo and I mean the type of hate Hitler had for Jewish people. I know they're going to get back together though, even if I don't want to accept it. Kyo better treat him right this time or I swear...
Anyway when Shinya called to let me know about the possibility that they might be coming back as a couple, I FLIPPED. I guess it was bad timing too.
Kaoru just told me that his father was trying to marry him off to some women. Of course he wasn't going to marry her but if I know my brother like I think I do then I know Totchi raised Cain and with him being pregnant too. I just realized that Totchi is very hormonal. Luckily Shinya isn't. I mean yeah I got beat a couple of times but his demands were just freakin outrageous. He wanted me to go to Switzerland to get their world famous chocolate...like are you serious Shin? Anyway Totchi started yelling and cussing, throwing things because he hates Kyo's guts. Even Kaoru doesn't think they should get back together or maybe he's afraid of not agreeing with his lover, either way nobody thinks the relationship will last long.
Come to think of it...I would kick Kyo's ass. I know he's gotten more muscle than me but it's mostly for show. As a matter of fact, I don't want to see either of them, especially Shinya. He's so stupid. Who in their right mind would get back with the person who caused them so much pain? I swear he's weak. I bet all Kyo had to do was say a few sweet words and Shinya ran into his arms. And I know I might feel bad later for saying all that but dammit I mean it now. I should have never asked him the first place. I should have let his ass take care of his own damn problems. Not my fucking kids to begin with.
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Kaoru and Toshiya came over to get the rest of Toshiya's stuff and I was forced to help. We got most of the stuff in the car before Kyo and Shinya came over. I was going to stay upstairs but Kaoru said I should come down and at least speak. I said I would and I was going to but when I saw Shinya, I had this deep hate or resentment towards him and if I opened my mouth it would have turned ugly real quick and I didn't want Totchi to rip into me. I went in the kitchen and got something to drink and then went to go watch TV. I wasn't really watching TV. I was really thinking about my sudden dislike with Shinya. I can't even be mad at Kyo cuz I KNOW he didn't want Shinya back. Even all that shit with Mana and everything, whenever I talked to him on the phone he would always say he doesn't want him anymore so something must have happened between those two on the way to and from Hiroshima.
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I see them and turn off the TV and walked towards the steps and I hear Kyo say something but I ignore it until I hear Shinya's voice. "I have nothing to say to either of you." and I kept walking to my room, slamming the door like some disgruntled teenager who can't go out with friends on a Friday night. I lie on my bed and think about the situation more and the more I think about it the more I realize how pathetic I'm acting. I'm freaking 22 years old for Christ sake. I need to fucking act like it. If Shinya would rather be with Kyo then fine, let him. I don't care anymore. As far as I'm concerned he just went back to the skinny little boy I picked on, only I'll mean what I say this time.
TBC
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