strive to achieve :)
Okay so today was kind of a waste of my life but I guess it's my own fault. I just feel really worthless. It's like I'm too lazy for my own good and as much as I try to get out and do things, it just doesn't work out for me. I'm such a loser :-\
But on other notes I was thinking ahead about some things and I deff. want to be prom queen this year! That would be crazy awesome, but with all the rich popular girls that go to Capital I don't know how possible that is for me. Hopefully I'll make friends with everyone this year and things might turn out better than before. I want everyone to know me and like me. And to make really good grades. That would be good too. It'll be hard to stay really positive thru the year though because Brandon will be gone and thats kind of like a decrease in confidence because he won't be there to tell me how awesome I am!! I'm a pretty strong person though so I might manage to pull it off. School should help to make time pass by fast so he'll be back sooner than I expect it. Hopefully.
But yea... I wanna be prom queen and kick ass in the popularity world this year. :) Goals, goals, goals....
Oh and not be a lazy ass anymore..... that would really help too.
School's on its way! EEE!!
I wanna go shopping. Lol