Where am I?
I have allergies...bad allergies. Changing seasons make me feel pretty bad. My eyes hurt (from rubbing), my vision is blurred most of the time, I itch a lot, and I sneeze and snort. I take medicine for it and that makes me sleepy. So I feel like crap and I am tired all the time.
Don't feel sorry for me. This time will pass and I will be OK until the seasons change again.
I had a dream that made me angry.
I dreamed that an acquaintance knew something about me. She had knowledge of this information for a year. Instead of telling me, she met with other acquaintances of ours to discuss how I should be dealt with. Apparently, I had befriended a young man (in his late teens) and the young man told everyone that I had slept with him. Minutes before I was to be confronted with this information I was pulled aside by the acquaintance and told the information. I was furious. I asked her how long she knew this information and when she told me, 'A year', I hit the roof! Not only had this rumor been circulating for a year behind my back but everyone believed the teen!
I demanded that the teen be brought before everyone just as I was going to be brought but no one would tell me where he was. I wanted a fair confrontation but no one would help me. I felt shunned by everyone. I was deeply hurt. The dream ended with me still searching for the whereabouts of the teen.
I woke up feeling angry and helpless. It took me a while to realize that it was a dream. Everything was so realistic. I hate dreams that conjure up real emotions like that. I have awaken from other dreams felling sorrow, fear, extreme frustration, etc... I have even woke up crying.
Those type of emotional dreams don't happen to often, thank God. I do enjoy the ones when I wake up laughing.
Don't feel sorry for me. This time will pass and I will be OK until the seasons change again.
I had a dream that made me angry.
I dreamed that an acquaintance knew something about me. She had knowledge of this information for a year. Instead of telling me, she met with other acquaintances of ours to discuss how I should be dealt with. Apparently, I had befriended a young man (in his late teens) and the young man told everyone that I had slept with him. Minutes before I was to be confronted with this information I was pulled aside by the acquaintance and told the information. I was furious. I asked her how long she knew this information and when she told me, 'A year', I hit the roof! Not only had this rumor been circulating for a year behind my back but everyone believed the teen!
I demanded that the teen be brought before everyone just as I was going to be brought but no one would tell me where he was. I wanted a fair confrontation but no one would help me. I felt shunned by everyone. I was deeply hurt. The dream ended with me still searching for the whereabouts of the teen.
I woke up feeling angry and helpless. It took me a while to realize that it was a dream. Everything was so realistic. I hate dreams that conjure up real emotions like that. I have awaken from other dreams felling sorrow, fear, extreme frustration, etc... I have even woke up crying.
Those type of emotional dreams don't happen to often, thank God. I do enjoy the ones when I wake up laughing.