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Sep 08, 2004 17:40

Hi! im new to lj so my journal looks like crap! someone needs to help me make it look awesome! haha.
Well, here is the situation that im in...
yea, so i used to date this guy about a year ago (hes older than me) and everything was going good and stuff but then we ended up breaking things off and we went our seperate ways. i still had feelings for him but i guess he didnt feel the same way. well, i ended up not seeing him for a while so my feelings for him were sorta forgotten...until recently. we have mutual friends and one day when i was hangin out with them he came and hung out with us and all the feelings that i had felt for him came flooding back over me. he was just as cute as he had always been but the only problem is that he has a girlfriend now. AND HE STARTED GOING OUT WITH HER LIKE RIGHT AFTER WE BROKE UP. so im thinking that maybe he broke up with me to go out with her...i dont know. hes still going out with her and it makes me sad because i dont understand why i still like him! i wish i didnt have feelings for him, but at the same time i wish that him and his girlfriend would just break up! i know that sounds bad but i still really like him. they have been going out forever and i dont know what to do about it. i havent told him how i feel cause i think it might ruin our friendship or make things wierd between us (because we still talk and stuff) ahhh its so aggravating! i need some advice lol. can someone help me!
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