steve
So i wrote him this, thinking it was like, ya know, i wasnt gonna lose him. I think it was about a week later when we ended things. He obviously wasnt mature enough and didnt fucking give a shit.
heyy baby,
so today i went to school for chemistry and Alg 2, which are my most important classes, and usually the only ones i have homework for. And i have like a really gross cold thing, so i was like, screw this im going home. So, im home now aaaand im gonna take a nap, but i feel like i havent talked to you in forever. I know your low on minutes so i tried calling your cell just to leave a message but it always says that temporarily out of service business. so i was like, well ill just leave him a nice lil e-mail. Since we havent been talking much, and our last conversation was, well, was a lil not too happy, i've been doing a lot of thinking. I mean, it would be easier to just take a break, we never see each other, we dont get to talk all the time, and when we do its late and we're both tired, and it seems a little bit complicated and a little silly. But we've made it this far, and things havent been great, but they've been okay. When things are good, their really good, when their bad, well, their bad. As long as your serious about this relationship, and i am too, then it should work out. I cant be selfish and just not go see you because theres some party here i'd rather go to, and the same goess for you. And thats what we've been doing, and we should keep doing. I dont wanna lose you, because i truly care about you, i just need to know that your in this with me, that your mature enough to deal with it all. I mean, it is hard, seeing each other. You have a lot of things going on right now, and i do too, so we should be understanding of that, i guess. Im not gonna lie though, sometimes i get very jelous of you and your music loving passioness. haha, when your not working, sleeping, eating, or at school. Your making music. JAMMIN WITH THE BAND! whatever it is that you do, well you do it. And i love it, i love that your passionate about something, i love that its music that your passionate about. I just get jelous easily. =D ewww, i dont feel good =( I think its jsut a head cold that i have. My ears ache, my nose is stuffy, im dizzy..all that jazz. So i think im gonna go take a nap. I love you, and no, i dont want to take a break. I understand if you do though. WE NEED TO HANG OUT THIS WEEKEND THOUGH! not friday, cuz we're both busy, obviously...but find something for us to do on saturday.
I LOVE YOU<33
heyy baby,
so today i went to school for chemistry and Alg 2, which are my most important classes, and usually the only ones i have homework for. And i have like a really gross cold thing, so i was like, screw this im going home. So, im home now aaaand im gonna take a nap, but i feel like i havent talked to you in forever. I know your low on minutes so i tried calling your cell just to leave a message but it always says that temporarily out of service business. so i was like, well ill just leave him a nice lil e-mail. Since we havent been talking much, and our last conversation was, well, was a lil not too happy, i've been doing a lot of thinking. I mean, it would be easier to just take a break, we never see each other, we dont get to talk all the time, and when we do its late and we're both tired, and it seems a little bit complicated and a little silly. But we've made it this far, and things havent been great, but they've been okay. When things are good, their really good, when their bad, well, their bad. As long as your serious about this relationship, and i am too, then it should work out. I cant be selfish and just not go see you because theres some party here i'd rather go to, and the same goess for you. And thats what we've been doing, and we should keep doing. I dont wanna lose you, because i truly care about you, i just need to know that your in this with me, that your mature enough to deal with it all. I mean, it is hard, seeing each other. You have a lot of things going on right now, and i do too, so we should be understanding of that, i guess. Im not gonna lie though, sometimes i get very jelous of you and your music loving passioness. haha, when your not working, sleeping, eating, or at school. Your making music. JAMMIN WITH THE BAND! whatever it is that you do, well you do it. And i love it, i love that your passionate about something, i love that its music that your passionate about. I just get jelous easily. =D ewww, i dont feel good =( I think its jsut a head cold that i have. My ears ache, my nose is stuffy, im dizzy..all that jazz. So i think im gonna go take a nap. I love you, and no, i dont want to take a break. I understand if you do though. WE NEED TO HANG OUT THIS WEEKEND THOUGH! not friday, cuz we're both busy, obviously...but find something for us to do on saturday.
I LOVE YOU<33