Well then...*takes a deep Breath*
It's been a very interesting weekend...*sockpuppet grin*. The fourth of July has come and gone...again...*sigh*. I wanted to go to a party to see a friend that I haven't seen since october. I'm going to find a way up to see him. He owes me a big hug. In other news...I'm still single. I've decided to keep it that way for a while. You see...I know what happens when relationships end. That's a pain don't want to feel again for a long time...I'm afraid to give my heart away again. I'm going to be intelligent about this. I'm not going to play it by ear like I used too. I don't want to be hurt again...Ever again. For real! I'm tired of it! I find people attractive and then if I find out I'll have a chance with that person. I block any chance of anything happen between us outta my mind...why because I don't want to be hurt again. I'm tired of being hurt. If I can live without being hurt that way...I will. But yeah I realized that the reason my feelings have changed so easy are because I don't want to get hurt again...My mind is basically decided that it will forever be in look but don't touch mode...I don't like it, but I won't be hurt again...