Hmmm...
Me feeling self pity:
Oh I wish I could find someone to make me happy, do well in all my classes, and have no doubt that what I'm doing is what I'm meant to be doing.
Me being hopeful:
I know I'll find my way someday. Maybe god will guide me. I sure hope he does soon I get more and more lost everyday.
So those are my random moods of late. Right now I'm not sure what my mood is because I seem to go up and down all the time with no time to wait and see what the fluctuation may turn out to be. Kida worry some the way I see it. I've been reading a lot lately and that makes me feel better but then I also feel like I'm neglecting the things that I actually should be doing and I suddenly feel worse.
My stomach seems to hurt all the time and I get these terrible headaches periodically I hope they go away soon. They're so darn uncomfortable and they make me upset every day. It's also hard to concentrate when your head is pounding in every direction and your body feels like crumpling up in a ball and rolling around is hopes of making the pain go away.
Probably a bit of an exaggeration but oh well it's mostly true and I'm not trying to exaggerate at all so there.
Anyways this entry wasn't intended to be full of complaints so I no longer plan to complain at all though I'm not sure what I intend to say.
It seems telling stories is my lot today. lol
I'm going to go find the nearest cliff. j/k I'll write again eventually. So long.
Oh I wish I could find someone to make me happy, do well in all my classes, and have no doubt that what I'm doing is what I'm meant to be doing.
Me being hopeful:
I know I'll find my way someday. Maybe god will guide me. I sure hope he does soon I get more and more lost everyday.
So those are my random moods of late. Right now I'm not sure what my mood is because I seem to go up and down all the time with no time to wait and see what the fluctuation may turn out to be. Kida worry some the way I see it. I've been reading a lot lately and that makes me feel better but then I also feel like I'm neglecting the things that I actually should be doing and I suddenly feel worse.
My stomach seems to hurt all the time and I get these terrible headaches periodically I hope they go away soon. They're so darn uncomfortable and they make me upset every day. It's also hard to concentrate when your head is pounding in every direction and your body feels like crumpling up in a ball and rolling around is hopes of making the pain go away.
Probably a bit of an exaggeration but oh well it's mostly true and I'm not trying to exaggerate at all so there.
Anyways this entry wasn't intended to be full of complaints so I no longer plan to complain at all though I'm not sure what I intend to say.
It seems telling stories is my lot today. lol
I'm going to go find the nearest cliff. j/k I'll write again eventually. So long.