I'm Engaged?
So it's really funny actually. There's a rumor going around where I used to work that says I'm engaged. Crazily enough this isn't true. It's actually rather insane actually because for me to be engaged I would first have to of dated someone, fallen in love, and well I think you get the picture. I'm actually rather curious as to who actually started this rumor. I don't care that it is going around about me. The people who know me know it isn't true and their source was unbelievably unreliable. I just think it's sooooo funny. It amazes me though that such a rumor should go around about me when most of those people haven't heard from me in over a year. One of my close friends called me today and asked me whether it was true. We had a really good laugh. She obviously would have known if it was true or not being one of the first people I would have told.
My life is crazy and although I do go by that name (Crazy) I don't think I'm insane enough to become engaged without knowing it myself. Well my best guess is that someone got misinformed or misunderstood something along the way and someone else is engaged who just so happens to be NOT ME!!!! Sadly enough though I almost wish it was true (not quite in the way people would think) I don't want to rush through my life. I do want to live every day to the fullest. I just wish I had someone to truly share my joys and triumphs, sorrows and pain with sometimes. I guess I'm mostly a private person. I don't really like to share my innermost wishes and desires but that is one of them. My comfort is that it could and likely will come true someday.
This is silly: I want to find a man like Mr. Darcy. He is my character. A noble love, a passionate heart, a strong person in mind and spirit, someone that can be talked to and told absolutely everything, a best friend and confidante, a soul mate, outward appearance doesn't matter too much or really at all (cleanliness is important of course). That's who I want, who I dream of, who I care about. That's My BOB :P. Imaginary friends are great that way. They can be however you like them and you love them for the mere fact that they can't tell anyone anything or be understood by any but yourself.
This weekend I felt loved. I got to play with three of the most amazing dogs in the world. They all came when I called, let me play with them, pet them, and cuddle them to my hearts content. I just wish they were my own and I could love them forever. It's nice to cuddle animals. I love dogs and cats and just about all animals...actually now that I think of it I don't think there are any that I don't like. I've lately found that the best way to put a smile on my face is to go and play with someones animals. My friend has two cats.. Fred and George..and she lets me play with them they always make me smile. Can you guess where the names are from? I bet you can...Harry Potter!! They really are that conniving too.
My life is crazy and although I do go by that name (Crazy) I don't think I'm insane enough to become engaged without knowing it myself. Well my best guess is that someone got misinformed or misunderstood something along the way and someone else is engaged who just so happens to be NOT ME!!!! Sadly enough though I almost wish it was true (not quite in the way people would think) I don't want to rush through my life. I do want to live every day to the fullest. I just wish I had someone to truly share my joys and triumphs, sorrows and pain with sometimes. I guess I'm mostly a private person. I don't really like to share my innermost wishes and desires but that is one of them. My comfort is that it could and likely will come true someday.
This is silly: I want to find a man like Mr. Darcy. He is my character. A noble love, a passionate heart, a strong person in mind and spirit, someone that can be talked to and told absolutely everything, a best friend and confidante, a soul mate, outward appearance doesn't matter too much or really at all (cleanliness is important of course). That's who I want, who I dream of, who I care about. That's My BOB :P. Imaginary friends are great that way. They can be however you like them and you love them for the mere fact that they can't tell anyone anything or be understood by any but yourself.
This weekend I felt loved. I got to play with three of the most amazing dogs in the world. They all came when I called, let me play with them, pet them, and cuddle them to my hearts content. I just wish they were my own and I could love them forever. It's nice to cuddle animals. I love dogs and cats and just about all animals...actually now that I think of it I don't think there are any that I don't like. I've lately found that the best way to put a smile on my face is to go and play with someones animals. My friend has two cats.. Fred and George..and she lets me play with them they always make me smile. Can you guess where the names are from? I bet you can...Harry Potter!! They really are that conniving too.