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today was official one of the worst days of my life. i feel like everything i do is wrong...or annoying... or not good enough. it isnt even like i care, but seriously am i like some huge bitch/obnoxious/piece of poop, and i am clueless about this? do i deserve being ignored. in all honesty, i dont care what others think of me, but when others go out of their way to be bitchy.... that's crossing the line. i seriously love everyone for the most part.... and yea u gotta take the bad with the good, but doesnt the good overthrow the rest? i know im not perfect, and blahhh de blahh.... but i dont think ive done anything horrible to anyone this year. if i did it was probably not intential too.... so why am i the one sitting the corner during all my classes feeling sufficated throughout the day? what the hell am i so oblivious to? Whatever, maybe it's just phase.... or atleast i hope so, because ive never felt this way before, and it is the worst feeling in the world. i just wanna crawl into a tiny ball and sob...or whatever.
EWWW I SOUND SO EMO!!! but whatever this is how i feel, and i dont care who is objective to this entry, but either way i needed to get that out!
i'm out.....
::ashley::
*******************SEARCY-i fucking love u and owe u sooooo much u are one of my truest friends, and omg goodness ur birthday is sooo sooon!
EWWW I SOUND SO EMO!!! but whatever this is how i feel, and i dont care who is objective to this entry, but either way i needed to get that out!
i'm out.....
::ashley::
*******************SEARCY-i fucking love u and owe u sooooo much u are one of my truest friends, and omg goodness ur birthday is sooo sooon!