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i got a new therapist thank god. the other one was nice but she just wasnt helping. the new ones name is kerry and she was the coolest office with drum roll please.......marshmellow chairs!!!!!!!!!! i love it. and im going to be in group with a few other teenage girls. that should be interesting. i have so much work i should be doing instead of this but oh well. i have been out for so long. im all but going crazy. but oh well i will do that later. i miss shay and laruen and mike and caroline. so much. i miss you guys!!!1 did you know that stephanie is a stoner now? cant say i didnt see that coming. i mean its alright that shay does it. its alright that mike does it. but it is just annoying and gross that steph does it. i think that it is just wierd and that she is only doing it becasue she wants to fit and and that is nothing short of stupid. and now she has been doing it only for like 2 weeks and she is talking ike an addict. its all about her being high or when they got the weed. or when she is going to get it next. or how awsom it is. or who she smokes it with. i dont want to hang out with her or even talk to her if thats all that she is going to talk about. what kind of friend is that. she never invites me to anything and doesnt talk about anything but the things she went to without me. it is sooooo ANNOYING. i wonder if she will ever get it. i doubt it. stephanie pace is no longer my freind. i am not mad at her. but i just dont want a friend that i cant depend on being here for me. she coulkd change again at any second. lauren, me, and caroline always said it but we didnt have any proof. now we do.