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um well me and mike didnt exactly have a fight or anything, just a um...tisk. well i was kind of being a bitch, but i mean he was being a pompous hitler resembling jerk anyways. so i guess he deserved it. but i love him. what you dont believe me? well i do. so there. muaha. i want to play tetris really bad. and to barf up the cinnomon toast crunch i ate for lunch. ick. well school was uneventful and boring as usual. depressed. idk why though. im very moody. my mom found out and told mikes mom about us well "doing it" so now they all no. i dont think his mom is taking it very well. he sort of hung up on me ish. but i will call him in a few minutes. i am expecting that he is currently having a very long and painful conversation with his mother. possibly alot of yelling. i dont know if this will be good or bad for me and mike. watch we will break up or somthing and the whole thing will be really pointless. but we wont beacause despite all the fighting, we love eachother a whole lot. like mucho. but i mean hey, things change. i doubt i will end up marrying him but i wish it could end up like that. i know that if i had met him when i was older, i would have married him in a flash. we have a very unique and awsome bond. but that stupid unimportant and very possibly kind freshman is screwing it up. why is it that the freshies always have to screw it up. i want to meet her but i am afraid that i would either be really nice to her and give her the impression that i am good for threesomes orrrr... i will claw her eyes out with a plastic cafeteria spoon. hmmmm...im starting to wonder if the whole meet and greet is such a good idea.