(no subject)
idk i think shay is sorry she said that stuff. i didnt respond. i sighned off. i dont want to talk to her right now. i dont want to talk to anybody. i am sick of drama. echh. i am sick of everything. i am sick of school and life and everyone. well mostly everyone. i dont want to talk ever again. maybe ill go back to being me as i was in elementary. a non talking depressed blob. like a tree stump. ahhh!! nooo!!! lol i could never stop talking. it would take too much effort. plus where is the fun in that? i refuse to care anymore about what other ppl think about me and i refuse to talk about my home life because it makes me depressed. and i dont want to infect the world with my depressivness. so ill put on a smile now and go eat dinner