Jul 12, 2005 23:04
Summer is going by so fast and I hate it. I feel like summer is this fantasy world that we live in for a few months and then once school starts we all get kicked in the ass again. Summer is a cruel mind-game made up by the gods of the education systems in america. I just wanna go back to greece. Life was so beautiful there and so simple. I don't think I believe in "Best Friends Forever" anymore. I've lost track of the number of best friends that I've had over the years, in all the states I've lived in and in all the school's I've gone too. The friendships never last. I hope this one does but I can already feel it slowly falling apart. Once we graduate and go our separate ways, things will be over, or atleast that's what I expect to happen. I hope that the complete opposite will happen, we'll always be best friends and we'll stay close and always keep in touch no matter what. Knowing my luck, we'll move far away from each other and never talk or see each other after high school. That's a big part of why I don't want to graduate next year. I like being in high school and not having any responsibilities and being able to be with my friends all the time. Growing up sucks. All I want is to not care anymore...