Another day....and a stupid day at that...
Ugh! Today was...umm...really dumb I must say. I think every thing today had a disappointing aspect to it. And it kinda seemed like a "Bash Kelsey Day". Maybe it's just because I have low self esteem today or something. It's easy to believe it though with not getting and positive feed back at all. I think something else that's bothering me is the lack of crowd tomorrow at my special Nutcracker thing. The friend crowd that is. Today at dress rehearsal everyone was kinda ignoring the fact that I was in the same room with them. Most of the people don't even know that I am the doll. It's not I really needed them to be thrilled or anything, but it would have been nice to have someone acknowledge that I'm cared about. At least my exsistence is noticed maybe. Maybe it's just not because I am really annoying or something.... I don't know. It's all relatively confusing. I think I should watch Pride and Prejudice, that always seems to make me feel better. Don't know why. Maybe it's Mr. Darcy and his "uber" coolness or Mr. Colins and his "uber" stupidness. Oh well, I just need to be careful that I don't whine to much now (even though I think I did talk about the subject a little much).
~Kelsey~
~Kelsey~